Over the past two weeks, I've made a lot of choices... and for the first time in a long while, I'm happy with them. I spent the last two years feeling weaker than I can possibly express, for multiple reasons. That feelings gone now. I made decisions and I've stuck by them. I'd forgotten what that felt like.

- I developed a devotional routine that makes me feel like I'm learning something
- I made the decision to go through with an EEG and continue with the next stage of EMDR
- I accepted the place I was in life, and started to be proactive instead of drowning myself in the past
- I cut off a relationship that had made me feel used and worthless for the last two years
- I buckled down and did a whole semester's worth of late work for a college course, and came out with a high B instead of the middle D I was expecting
- I swallowed my pride and repaired a friendship I thought I had irrevocably damaged
- I got a scholorship that will pay for 75% of my college

I feel great. And you know something? I can see it reflected in my life right now. I feel like I can be a better friend, a better sister, and a better Christian.

And I would like to thank , , , , and for the incredible help and love they have shown me. I love you so much.

And now... ALL SERIOUSNESS ASIDE...

I wrote an essay on Optimus Prime for President for my final exam in my college english class...

...And got full marks. 30 out of 30. What does that say about our education system, hmmm? XD

But apparently, someone beat me to it: [link] Check it out and LAUGH.

Also, I finished Mentality's Hold: [link]

And have posted the first two parts of 's request: [link]

REQUEST UPDATES

Requests finished:

My version of Beauty and the Beast
Girl Profile

Requests semi-finsished :

Skywarp/Prowl Fanfic

Requests in progress:

Optimus/Starscream Fanfic (titled Once)
OC oneshot (titled Lasting Grace)
Starscream/Megatron fic (titled Terms)

Avetrixid - Asylink/Crank (still untitled)

Requests Made so Far:

1. Skywarp/Prowl Fanfic
2. Girl Profile
3. My version of Beauty and the Beast
4. Optimus/Starscream Fanfic
5. Megatron/Starscream and TC/Warp joint fic
6. OC oneshot
7. Chibi Red and Starscream
8. Starscream/Megatron fic
9. Shogun Drawing
10. Chibis of our group from rl
11. Megatron/Starscream ; Thundercracker/Skywarp fic
12. Parody fic
13. Soundwave fic (first time meeting Asylink)
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From Fanfiction . Net users:

Avetrixid - Asylink/Crank

AnimeDarkside - Asylink/Soundwave

Sixshotto - Starscream/Octane

DragoWolf - Pre-earth Thundercracker/Skywarp

If you made a request and don't see it, note me or e-mail me a slap in the face